I have a lot of hatred for my mother. She is the epitomization of Mommy Dearest and the mother from Flowers in the Attic. She abandoned us when I was 14. I do not talk to her. She stole more than a million dollars from us. We suffered. She lived in mansions. She is always in and out of the hospital for mental health issues. If I think too much of her I want to die. She had all these years to love me and never did. Just disappear you stupid bitch.